Leaning against Jack's desk, I watch him for a few minutes. He tries to turn towards me and it's obvious that it's causing him pain. I start towards him to help him get comfortable, but he rolls onto his back again and calms. I'm halfway across the office and stand there again for a few minutes, looking around. I haven't had a day like this since...well, suffice to say it's been a long time.
A lifetime, it seems.
Finally, I sink down to sit on the low table in front of the couch Jack is on. Sighing, I cover my face with both hands, pushing my hands back in my hair. My elbows rest on my knees and I stare at the ground, worried about Jack.